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January 03 Happy new Year everyoneHappy new Year Everyone. I have been sooooooooo Lazy writing in here. I got sick right before the Christmas, got the flu and after that I just got Lazy and really didn't do much. This morning I went for my 6 month PET scan and on Monday I will find out if the Cancer have grown. I had a wonderful Holydays and we just stayed home except on Christmasday we went to our oldest daugther and ate lunch. Well I think this is good for now and remember to be good to each other take care everyone........ November 27 I had a very good Thanksgiving.Thanksgiving was good and peaceful. We played games and watching some movies. On Saturday our oldest Daugther Bogga, grandson Michael and Son inlaw Jack came over and ate some left overs turkey, Michel coocked some collard greens, neckbones and cornbread for them and the they played the game $100,000.00 pyramid and the house was shaking they was so loud. Hmmmm did I say it was peaceful  . Also I heard from Cherl and that was one of the greates gift I got. I was so worried about her, the people I am in contact here mean alot to me and have help me trough my illness and have keep me smiling even tough sometime I just want to cry and give up. But no there they are kikking me in the @$$, sending me crazy %&/&%% jokes, sending me loooooooooooooooooong e mail that can make me crazy and all that make me feel better. Yes I have a wonderful family but the friends I meet here have or are going trough the same thing I am or have went trough , (cancer, parent passing, child w/cancer, depression, ect....) I can go on. And I hope I can help some of my friends I have here when they are down. I hope I kick there @$$, and make them feel better . I know Everyone always said I am missing few cans out of sixpack . Well better stop this rambling before I say something I really can't explain and remember to be good to each other.November 23 Happy Thanksgiving everyoneTo all of my dear friends Have a wonderful Thanksgiving and I thank every one of you to be there for me when I needed you the most. You all are true friend indeed. The friend don't have to live next door to you, all of you have proof that to me in so many way. I love you all and millions hugs, love and respect to all of you and your family's November 14 I am so sadit is not all true what my birthday say about me  I am true to my family and friends......... but I am fun to be around       or some people say that I think Thanks to Deanie I found this website. Take care everyone and remember to be good to each other.......My birthday meaning
November 11 Another day.I feel like cancer is just all over. The famos people are getting sick and we the not the famos are shocked because we think they have the money to go to the Doctor for a regular checups. Sometime I feel overwhelm, when I think about all the cancer that have struck my family. First my mother with colon cancer what she died from at aged 42, my father also colon cancer what he died from at aged 73, my second daugther with Germ Cell tumor of the Ovary at age 16. She is 5 year cancer free last September  and then myself diganosed this year in June with Acinic Cell Carcinoma cancer in the salava gland. Also my mother inlaw past away from cancer in the lungs at ages 75. It is so many kind of Cancer out there, when they told me about what kind of cancer I had, I had never heard about Acinic Cell tumor or when my daugther was diganosed Germ Cell tumor was like Greek for me. But I went on the Computer and learned everything I possible was able to learn about those kind of cancers. Well I am going to let this be enough for now. Remember everyone to be nice to each other.....................................................November 03 Just a Poem I saw
I Have a Wonderful Life This if for my friend here Hi Everyone!!! I don't know if you guy's know I have a website I write in almost everyday but this website is almost or 99,9% in Icelandic but I have alot of picture of the family both us here and also the family back home. I am going to write something on my Icelandic website just for you guy's in English and I would like for you guy's to visit me there. I know Some of you have already seen it
but you guy's can always go back and sign my Guestbook  . Here is my addresse www.freewebs.com/solrun/ take care SolrunNovember 02 This is for you Cindy
About everything and nothing!!!!Well once again my ENT appointment is kreeping up on me. I will go on the 16 of November but I will not go to PET scan until January then it will be 6 months since I had my surgery. Did I ever say here I HATE October 27 We added a new family member to our familyWe added a new familymember to our family. Her name is Susie Q and she is a 10 year old Jack Russell Irish Terrier. We went to the Humane Society and got her. Even though she is a 10 year old she has a lot spunk in her. She is a Lady and she know where she is going when we take her for a walk. She is fairless, and nothing make her jump. It only took her one day to know where she lived so after we walk her she walk right to the door. She does not bark except when she is playing with us and want us to give up the stupp animal. Well this is it for know I will write more later. Take care everyone and remember everyone be good to each other October 21 Things change every day. A Hug
A hug is such fun And it's certain to please you, Just open your arms And let somebody squeeze you, If you need cheering A hug never fails you, It makes you feel great And it's good for what ails you... A hug is a present You don't have to earn, And oh, what a pleasure To give... ...and return! ~ ~ Author Unknown~ ~ Little bit about my thoughts! I know I have not been on here so much lately and the reson is, I have just been lazy and not feeling good and at the same time felt sorry for myself. But yesterday really start made me start thinking. Yes I have not have this dream life alot of people have had, Oh no, far from that matter of fact I have had a very sad life and life full of sorrow and illness and death and bad memories since I was a little girl. But like everyone that know something about me and my family and read my blogs know my next oldest daugther Sandra that is 22 years old know had a ovarian cancer Stage IV C at age 16. For some miracle and a fantastic Doctors and alots of prayer she pulled trough, but it was a very hard battle and many time we thought she was not going to make it. Today she is 5 years cancer free. Sandra found her calling and that was being involved with cancer kids so 6 -8 times a year she goes to camp with the cancer kids and volenteer as counselor for those kids. She love those kids and often when they goes to the Hospital the group goes a visit them. The Volenteer meet every month at Children Hospital here and last month (September) when they had there meeting one of Sandra camper has just been addmitted to the Hospital she had a bone cancer that little girl name was Mara. Thursday morning one of the Nurse from Children Hospital that has also been Voleenteer at the camp, (even when Sandra was a camper herself) called Sandra and told her that Mara has passed away that morning. This little girl just had has her 12 Birthday. She had Told Sandra when she meet her last month, she could not wait until next summer for the camp. This 12 year old girl was so full of life that even beeing in the Hospital was nothing, she was looking forward to the future. She even just had set up a new E mail. To keep in contact with her friend from camp, the counselor and othe friends. Sandra told me this little girl was full of life and did not complain about her illness, but she was quik to answer and she has a little wit about her. Often she went on MSN messenger and talked to Sandra about everything and nothing. Now this little girl is gone. She will never go to High school, no Prom, she will not have a Boyfriend, never get married or will have children. This girl was same age a my youngest daugther. I sit here so often and feel sorry for myself, I have a wonderful husband, I have 4 wonderful daugthers 1 handsome grandson, have my friends here in cyberspace, and fantastic family in Iceland and friends all over the US, and Iceland. We have to count our blessing every day and stop looking back. Cancer has tought me so many thing. One you are not amune to it, you don't have to die because you have it, and count you blessing everyday, because new day you have with you family and friend is so precious. Things can be gone tomorrow. Look forward and love the day you are living at this moment and love the people tht is around you now. My deepest sympathy to Mara Parents, her friends and to you Sandra. I know the people that has this calling to be around cancer paintens and especially children, will always take it hard. But I have learn something I am so blessed to have my daugther Sandra that is now Cancer free (even though you are really never free) and I am taken care of the best Doctors Navy can provide for my cancer and my other illness, like my depression and kidney problem. But I am so blessed and from now on I will try my best in Maras name to be positive and I didn't even meet this girl. Here is a Picture of her and Sandra on the firts and only Camp Mara attentied. October 16 Happy Halloween Witches flying through the air,
Ghosts and Goblins everywhere. Jack-0-Lanterns shining bright, Owls and Bats, fly through the night. Angels and Monsters, at your door. Halloween is here once more! ©Joe Pielmeier SR. October 08 Little Poem you need to readDON'T LOOK BACK-- YOU'RE NOT HEADED THAT WAY
As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made; when the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade!
There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on, gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be stalwart enough!
There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend!
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow!
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between!
Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring- a "somebody special" who's there to help you stay centered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you share.
Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends are supportive of all that you do and believe that whatever decisions you make, they'll be the right choices for you!
So keep putting one foot in front of the other and taking your life day by day. There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road. Don't look back!!! You're not going that way.
By Mary Engelbrit. October 04 I am BackWell, We are finally in our new house and the internet has been set up . It took us a long time to empty our other house but hubby and the girls did amazing job . I am so tired it is not even funny. I got a phonecall from the Hospital on Friday they want me to come in for another checkup for my kidney's so I am going tomorrow, that sucks . Then neck week I have to go for colonoscopy (did not go last week to busy moving) the ENT and to my Therapist. I Have so much Better things to do the to to a Doctors, but I guess I have to go . Well I am back I really missed all of you.., and I really don't know what I did before the Internet came about  . Take care everyone and be good to each other.September 26 Finally Moving Day!!!Well Finally today is the day we are loading the truck and tomorrow we will move in. I Know we have to rent another truck we already have one thats is 11000 tonnbut is almost full and we still have alot of stuff still here in the house. I am so glad that we are only moving 35 miles away. Well I guess I have to go and do something take care everyone. |
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